Why do I sew? Well, I can tell you all the obvious (and true) reasons (I’m guessing some of you can relate):
- an innate desire to create;
- an opportunity to carve out some time for myself in this world filled with the demands of little people;
- the feeling of satisfaction I get by engaging both the creative and technical sides of my brain;
- the personal challenge of pushing myself and learning new things (often through failure/trial and error);
…but for this post I want to delve a little deeper.
To uncover this motivation let’s first go down a very well-trodden route for us home sewists. We’re starting a new project. We have the pattern and and fabric and we want to get started. As we are all too aware, there are now lots of steps involved – if it’s a PDF pattern we’ve got to print and tile that damn thing, then trace the size, then cut the fabric, then mark the fabric, then the actual sewing process can commence. What is it that makes this whole (often tedious and definitely time-consuming) process worthwhile? Why do we keep at it? Have you ever tried to explain to a non-sewist the steps you go through, in detail, to create something? I usually lose them at “then I print off 36 pages of pattern pieces and try to accurately tape them all together.” But for us sewists we stick at it. We keep going. And, not only that, we actually enjoy it (does anyone else get butterflies in their stomach before starting a new project?!). But, why do we do it?
After much soul-searching about my true motivation for sewing, I’ve come to the surprising conclusion that it’s all about CONTROL. By making clothes for ourselves or our children we are taking control of a process, of a finished garment, and, to a larger extent, of the fashion industry.
Let me explain. I’m guessing the vast majority of us (myself included) started out by buying ready-to-wear clothes off the shelves and racks of well-known shops. At some point we made a decision to try to make something ourselves – usually by following patterns or online tutorials. Over time, as our skills and experience grew, we started to change and adapt these patterns until we could actually design our own clothes. Each of these steps gives us more control of what we or our kids wear.
I say this is a surprising conclusion (I don’t consider myself a control freak in other aspects of my life) but, then again, maybe it’s not that surprising at all when I consider my motivation for other interests.
COOKING. I, like all of us, started by eating food someone else has prepared, then I decided to cook for myself so I followed recipes. Over time I would change and adapt these recipes until, in the end, I was creating my own dishes from scratch. Again, you can see this theme of control; in this case control of what I eat, where the ingredients come from and exactly how it’s all prepared.
As another example, let’s look at PHOTOGRAPHY (bear in mind I am NO photographer but my interest is growing and so is that desire for control). We start by taking pictures on Auto mode and hope for the best, as we learn we start playing with settings, light, aperture, and shutter speed to get a desired result. Before we know it we’re taking photos in full RAW mode and doing lots of post-editing to boot. Do you see a trend? Yup, more control.
Everyone’s passions and interests will be different but I dare say that this sense of control over the subject is a common thread.
I could stop here. I am motivated to sew in order to have control over the clothes I and my kids wear. But, as we’re delving, why don’t we look at what this control actually means? By looking at the evolution of me as a home sewist, I can now answer the question “what is my sewing motivation?”, but the answer also has some unexpected and yet entirely desirable consequences/effects. These can be summed up as:
- Independence from mainstream clothing consumerism.
- Increased clothing self-sufficiency.
- Supporting and advocating sustainable fashion…and, sustainability in the textile sector in general.
Each of these effects sits easy on my conscience and makes me feel that, in a very small way, I’m making a difference. I’m not here to preach and say that everyone should adopt this path (let’s face it, if I didn’t love sewing I wouldn’t be doing it no matter how lofty the ideals or goals), but these three issues are ones that have been playing on my mind for a while now and ones that I hope to explore in greater depth on my blog in the coming months. (In particular, I’d like to get more involved with initiatives such as Fashion Revolution Day due to take place on 24 April).
To conclude, I am thankful to Meg for setting me the challenge of writing this post. These self-reflective ones are always the hardest and most time-consuming! But in the end I have learned two very important things about why I sew which, in turn, will effect how I sew in the future:
- My core motivation for sewing is a desire for control.
- That this desire for control is a means to other, greater goals and not just an end in itself.
I know this is post is rather heavy-going so, if you’re here till the end, thank you! It’s great fun to sew cute clothes but it’s also nice to reflect on these issues now and again. So, what would your sewing journey look like? Do you agree with this evolution or has your sewing taken an entirely different path? I really would love to hear from you. In the meantime, let’s all keep doing what we’re doing – using our creativity to make ourselves and the people around us happy.
PS – And if you missed Brienne’s post on the same subject – go check it out – it really strikes a chord. x